I have a secret. I have a big one and I’ve never said it out loud. I mean, what’s the point? It’s not going to change anything. It’s not going to make me good, make me adopt a puppy! I can’t be what other people want me to be. What she wants me to be. This is who I am. I’m not human. And I miss it, I miss it more than anything in the world. That is my secret. But there is only so much hurt a man can take.
